putting studies related stuff aside,
this week has alrdy been bad enough.
& it just gets worse.
one after another.
and im helpless abt everythg.
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if i cant promote tmr, i wonder how i'll react and stuff like tht.
if i can promote, i'll only be just meeting the criteria.
maths is really really crucial for me then.
i need tht pass!
like after 16+ years of life, this is the one thing that will change my life so much than all the other stuffs i've experienced.
AHHHH.
I MUST PO PI MYSELF OR SMTHG LIKE THT!
and i think im now into the i-dno-wht-im-talking-abt mode alrdy. my heart will probably thump out before tmr.
saggitarius are supposed to be optimistic then how come im so pessimistic??
maybe i shall go watch gong zhu xiao mei to calm myself down. ITS NICE! i fell in love with zhang shao han and wu zun again. it was wang dong cheng for a while. lol.
okay, plan failed. im still thinking abt the results. they're giving back everything tmr and AH! its gp maths and physics first. the 3 subjects will already determine whether i'll promote or not. dieeee. -.-
i've been asking myself what will i do if i cant promote, and i nvr seem to get the answer. i will always ponder for a long time and nothing comes out of it. poly? continue jc?
some ppl might think im thinking too far but this will be what i'll be facing if i cant meet the criteria tmr.
REALITY.
omg.
i dno if im scaring myself or what. but from the msn, i dont think im the only one thats so worried abt this.
okay, enough abt this. i must really face the results calmly. CALMLY. not being able to promote is not the end of the world yet. (though i think it is!)
AH. FAINT ALRDY LA.
(i re-read my entry and i realise i sounded damn nervous till its quite funny. for a moment, i really wanted to laugh at myself for being so panicky. okay. this. is. dumb. =S)
